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Saturday, February 04, 2006

Story for Diana<33
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To: Mysterious Girl.
Subject: Don't give up.

by: Milk Chocolate

I watched my crush rest his arm over a girl's shoulder. I felt a pain in my heart as I watched him laugh and joke with her. I wished that girl was me.

"SOO JIN!!" My friend, Jenny screamed. My thoughts stopped. Even he looked toward our direction. I gave him a small smile and bowed an apology.

"Jenny!" I hissed. "Don't do that again!"

"Sorry... Well, anyway! Do you want to go to the movies with my boyfriend and me?" Lucky Jenny... She had a boyfriend who cared for her and loved her.

"No. Sorry, Jenny. Have fun with your boyfriend!" I smiled and left her. I looked back to have one last look at my crush, but he was gone. Disappointed, I trudged back home, with my backpack flung over my shoulders. My shoes made small noises whenever I stepped into the snow.

"Soo Jin... I love you." I wished he would tell me that. For three whole years, I had had the same wish.

It was winter vacation now. It would be hard to see him.

"I'm home," I murmured as I took off my shoes and steeped into my house. No one was home. It was always like this. Mother was always in her office, and Dad was always drunk.

I went upstairs to my room and turned on my computer and went on MSN Messenger. I dug through my backpack and pulled out the small piece of paper Jenny gave it. On it, was my crush's e-mail.

Should I add him...? Does he know who I am...? Finally, I dug up the courage and added him. He was on and accepted my request. However, he didn't know who I was.

_Who is this...? he asked
_I'm... I started typing. I deleted the whole thing and replaced it with You can call me Mysterious Girl. I am here to tell you nice things about you so you can feel better.
_O... kay? Hello.
_Hi. I personally think you're very smart. You look best with your glasses on--it give you that "smart" look. And our conversation went on.

Few weeks went on like that. He would always wait for me on Messenger and I would tell him more good things about him. He told me he became more self-confident about himself. But every time, he asked if he could know who I was. And every time, I told him When the right time comes... I will tell you.

He was like my secret online diary I could talk with.

_Do you like someone, Mysterious Girl?
_Yes, I do. But I don't think he even knows who I am.
_Tell me more...
_I always look at him through the corner of my eye. He is always with a girl, and my heart hurts whenever I see him like that. I wonder... if one day... he would rest his arms over my shoulders and tell me he loves me. But... I want to give up now.
_Mysterious Girl, I'll be right back!

Few minutes went by, and soon, a pop-up appeared on my computer screen. I had 1 inbox. I clicked on it and a message appeared saying:

To: Mysterious Girl
Subject: Don't give up.

Mysterious Girl, I'm not sure if it'll make you feel better, but I've been wanting to say this to you. I love you. Yes, you might think I'm retarded, but ever since you added me on Messenger and told me all those good things, I've become a better person. Whoever your crush is, I hope he will soon see what a beautiful person you are inside and notice you.

It was the best mail I have ever gotten. I printed it out and put it in my school binder so whenever I see him, I would remember what he wrote to me.

And soon, we went back to school.  I did see him with other girls, but this time, I didn't feel any pain or hurt. He said I love you to me, and that was all that mattered.

"SOO JIN!!" My friend came running toward me. She crashed into me and I crashed onto the ground.

"Ow..." A pair of feet were walking toward me. I looked up and it was him.

"Here. Hold my hand." He helped me up and picked up my binder. "Huh...?" He read the note that fell on the floor. It was the e-mail he sent me.

"Umm..." I had nothing to say.

"Is Mysterious Girl... you?" My eyes drifted to the ground and I nodded. "So... you were the one... who helped me the whole time..." I nodded again. He walked closer to me and pulled me into a tight hug. A tear fell from my eye.

"Thank you... Soo Jin... And I'm sorry." This was truly the right time to tell him.
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Diana, Stephanie told me about you. I wrote this short story for you so you won't give up on your studies. Diana, you're a real smart, pretty girl. You can do anything if you put your mind on it. As your un'e, I don't want to see you failing. I will be the "Jenny" from this story, helping you know your future. Feel better, and fighting!!

--MiS'uhh un'e


Memory...

By: ¡º¢Ý¨Ù¥é¡Ì¨» ¡É¥Ç¥È¢æ©Û§¤¡Ê¥ó¥å ¡Ï¡Ù¡£¡»

Title: Memory¡¦

Author: ¡º¢Ý¨Ù¥é¡Ì¨» ¡É¥Ç¥È¢æ©Û§¤¡Ê¥ó¥å ¡Ï¡Ù¡£¡»

Copyright: 100% misa.produckshun.¨Ï. 2005

Characters: Hanako, Jin Ho, Jun Suh

Summary: After 7 years of living apart from each other, Jin Ho and Hanako finally meet. But Hanako lost her memory, and forgot all about Jin Ho. How will Jin Ho fill in for her and try to make her remember when Jun Suh is keep interrupting?

Rating: PG-13                         Genre: Romance/Comedy [[maybe]] M/F no yaoi or yuri

Quotes: Hanako: ¡°SH.T!¡± Jin Ho: ¡°I¡¯m feeling good today, so if you leave quietly, I won¡¯t beat the sh.t out of you.¡± Jun Suh: ¡°I¡¯m hot, sexy, and cool.¡±

Setting: Seoul, Korea                      POV: Jin Ho¡¯s all the way

Meanings: Hanako-Flower Child Hikaru-

 

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 Memory oo. Prologue.

 

¡°Hanako, I¡¯m moving tomorrow. Today¡¯s the last day we can be together.¡±

 

¡°¡¦T_T¡±

 

¡°While I¡¯m gone, don¡¯t cry so much, okay ^^? And follow me to Seoul sometime. I promise to find you and we¡¯ll be together again, okay? ^^ Just wait until then. I bought you this¡¦ I don¡¯t know if you¡¯ll like it or not¡¦¡± I pulled out the heart necklace from my pocket and gave it to her. I saw her eyes spark with happiness. I had to remember that spark. It was going to be a long time before we meet again.

 

¡°This is the one I saw last time!! I wanted it so much! THANK YOU!! >_<¡±

 

¡°I¡¯ll keep the other one.¡± Our necklaces were matching. The ornament was half a heart with a diamond in the middle, hung from a silver strand. I saw how Hanako wanted it so much the other day.

 

¡°Jin Ho, I¡¯m going to miss you so much when you leave. T_T I promise not to look at other guys until I see you again.¡±

 

And then, I left her.

 

Memory o1. Seven. Years¡¯. Meeting.

 

It was a nice morning. It was the morning that changed my life. I finally met her. We were late for school, but we didn¡¯t care. We took our own paths after we started failing and other sh.t like that.

 

¡°Hey, check out that Japanese girl,¡± one of my friends said. He pointed at one girl with long, jet black hair and big round eyes. Her necklace was jumping up and down from her neck. I had to say she was pretty. We watched her run, crashing into people and saying sorry in Japanese. >O< She was hot. But the more I looked at her, the more of a strange feeling I felt.

 

¡°It¡¯s her¡¦ O_O¡± The half-hearted ornament on the necklace told me it was my Hanako.

 

¡°You know her? O_O¡± I didn¡¯t answer the question. I ran to her, and grabbed her arm and twirled her to face me before she could run somewhere else.

 

¡°OW! WHAT THE FCUK?! Who the fcuk are you? >O<¡±

 

¡°Umm¡¦ can I ask who gave you that necklace? O_O¡±

 

¡°This? Hmm¡¦ now that you ask, I don¡¯t know. I had it on since I was in the hospital >_<. Are you done now?¡±

 

¡°Do you know who I am?¡± She shook her head. ¡°Do you know who Jin Ho is?¡± She shook her head again. I started to get frustrated. I was sure this girl was the Hanako I left in that small village 7 years ago. She kept mumbling something in Japanese and she walked away from me.

 

¡°Hanako¡¦¡± I finally said her name to her. It had been 7 long years.

 

Hanako turned around. ¡°I see¡¦ you¡¯re just a stalker, huh? You have so much time on your hands to do these sh.t. Well, I have news for you. I¡¯m not like you, okay? I do my homework. I go to school everyday. I get good grades. I feel sorry for you. You seriously need to get a life,¡± and she walked away from me.

 

I didn¡¯t get it. Had Hanako really forgotten me? Was it mistake to move to Seoul before her? Was she just pissed off that I left her >_<? Did she feel abandoned from me? O_O

 

My friends soon caught up with me. ¡°You got dumped? O_O¡±

 

¡°Yeah, sort of. Let¡¯s ditch today. We already missed attendance anyway.¡± Something on the ground caught my eyes *-*. I bent down and picked it up. It was Hanako¡¯s student handbook with her ID in it. I slipped it into my pocket.

 

Yes, that¡¯s me. The 1jjang of Sang-Go. I have long hair, highlighted brownish-red that every girl is attracted to. -_-¡¦ My life is just pathetic. I live on my own after moving out of my parents¡¯ house. I mostly go somewhere with my friends, ditching school. I never had a girlfriend except Hanako, who seems to be really pissed off right now¡¦ >_<¡¦.

 

¡°Yeah, okay.¡± We walked around Seoul, having fun and calling up our friends. But I just couldn¡¯t get the thought out of my mind that Hanako forgot, or pretended to forget me.

 

¡°Hey, Jin Ho. Who was that Japanese girl anyway?¡± my best friend Myung Hoon asked me. Myung Hoon was the first one who stuck with my b.tch attitude. We met in junior high. I told him to fcuk off, but being the curious type, he asked all kinds of questions to me. It¡¯s a funny way of being friends, but Myung Hoon¡¯s the kind of guy you can never b.tch at.

 

¡°My first love.¡±

 

¡°WHAT?! >O< Tell us!¡±

 

¡°She was a nice, shy girl. A little girly in some ways, and tomboyish in other ways. When people made fun of her, I beat the sh.t out of them, and she¡¯d take care of me. It was like that all the time.¡±

 

¡°And then?¡±

 

¡°I moved away. But I gave her the other half of this necklace.¡± I took out the jewelry I had kept in my pocket for 7 years, hoping to find her again. ¡°She promised to never look at another man until we found each other again. But I don¡¯t know what happened to her now. She seemed pissed. >_<¡±

 

¡°Maybe she lost her memory? O_O¡±

 

¡°Lose her memory O_O?¡±

 

¡°Yeah! Like¡¦ she could¡¯ve gotten in some accident and forgot you. That, or you made the chick mad >_<. I¡¯ve never heard of anyone rejecting the Park Jin Ho.¡±

 

¡°That¡¯s because I never asked anyone out, dumbass. -_-¡¦¡±

 

¡°Gosh, the mood is so¡¦ mellow. LET¡¯S GO KARAOKE! I¡¯LL PAY! ^O^!¡± Myung Hoon¡¯s younger twin brother, Kyung Hoon said out loud. I wasn¡¯t exactly nice to him when I first met him. He¡¯s very pure, and gets scared easily. He starts crying when you cuss at him or do something scary in front of him. But, I learned to like him. Kyung Hoon can be very cute when he¡¯s singing. His voice is so beautiful, whenever he sings, he looks like an angel that fell from the sky.

 

¡°Yeah! Let¡¯s go!¡± We got a room and one by one, we started singing. Of course, I always sang my favorite song, ¡°Waiting for You¡±.

 

¡°I¡¯ll be waiting for you, always waiting

My love for you will never die

So I¡¯ll be waiting for you,

Here, right in this spot,

For you, My Love.¡± I sang. I felt Hanako¡¯s student handbook in my pocket. I dropped the mike and started running. She was wearing the uniform of Gong-Go. I entered the school. I heard a scream and ran there as fast as I could. I saw Hanako pinned onto a tree. Someone was nearing her, and she was fighting with all her strength. O_O¡¦ Super Jin Ho to the rescue m^^m!!

 

¡°Jun Suh, what¡¯s up? You hitting on Japanese girls now?¡± He turned around.

 

¡°HOLY SH.T! THAT¡¯S JIN HO, THE ONE EVERYONE¡¯S AFRAID OF!! >_<,¡± said one of Jun Suh¡¯s buddies. Yes, I do have quite the reputation.

 

¡°What the fcuk are you doing here, you son of a b.tch -_-^?¡±

 

¡°You better go. I¡¯m feeling good today, so if you leave quietly, I¡¯ll let you go.¡±

 

He scoffed and said, ¡°No, I won¡¯t leave. And why is it your business why I leave or not? =_=¡±

 

¡°Because you were just about to kiss my girlfriend, jackass. -_-^¡± Everyone looked surprised. Even I was surprised about what I just said. Girlfriend? Hanako pretended like she didn¡¯t even know me! >_<

 

¡°Psh¡¦ come one, guys. It¡¯s a waste of time being here with this jerk. -_-¡± Jun Suh left with a cigarette in his mouth. Hanako stood up and bowed to me.

 

¡°I¡¯m sorry for what I said today morning. I didn¡¯t really mean it. >_<¡± Hanako wouldn¡¯t look at me in the eye. She avoided my look and fiddled with her hands.

 

¡°I believe this is yours?¡± I handed her student handbook. Her eyes sparked *-*. I hadn¡¯t seen that in 7 long years.

 

¡°Thank you so very much!! >_<¡±

 

¡°No problem¡¦. Well, I have to get going now.¡± I lit a cigarette and heavily breathed in and out smoke.

 

¡°WAIT! O_O¡± I turned around. ¡°I¡¦ I have to thank you¡¦. I don¡¯t know how to¡¦¡±

 

¡°Follow me.¡± I bought her a coke and it was quiet between us. Hanako was sitting down and I was standing beside her.

 

¡°Hanako, are you pissed off at me?¡±

 

¡°Huh? NO! >_<¡¦. You helped me so much today! And I don¡¯t even know you¡¦ >_<¡±

 

¡°You really don¡¯t know me? We used to be best friends about 7 years ago. I even asked you to be my girlfriend¡¦ >_<¡± But that day, she rejected me, saying that she wasn¡¯t ready.

 

¡°Umm¡¦. Funny thing about that¡¦ ^^;;¡¦¡± She nervously laughed and scratched her head. ¡°I lost my memory 5 years ago, so I must¡¯ve forgotten you. >_<¡¦¡±

 

¡°What? O_O¡±

 

¡°I was helping my little brother, Hikaru get his ball back. It rolled out into the streets, and I went to go get it, but a drunk driver crashed into me¡¦ Or that was what I was told, anyway.¡± Yes, I had remembered Hikaru. He was a shy kid—too shy he closed himself from everyone and everything.

 

¡°I¡¯m sorry¡¦ I didn¡¯t know¡¦ >_<¡±

 

¡°It¡¯s okay¡¦ so tell me everything about our relationship! ^^¡¦¡±

 

¡°Well, we first met when we were 4. Ever since then, we went to the same schools. And been in the same classes. Whoever messed with you, I beat the sh.t out of¡¦ And whenever I got hurt, you took care of me. It was always like that. We had our first kiss when we were five, I confessed to you when we were six, and you rejected me a month later.¡±


¡±¡¦=O=¡¦.¡±

 

¡°¡¦What¡¯s the matter?¡±

 

¡°We kissed when we were five¡¦? +_+¡±

 

¡°Yeah¡¦. It was kind of wet because you were crying¡¦¡± I laughed.

 

¡°Jin Ho¡¦¡± My name finally sounded right, now that she said it. ¡°Why did I reject you?¡±

 

I smiled. ¡°To tell the truth, you never told me¡¦ ^^¡¦ I¡¯ve been waiting to hear the reason why¡¦ but I guess it¡¯s a little too late now¡¦ ^o^;;¡± Hanako bit her lip, and I saw how beautiful she was again.¡±

 

¡°What can I do¡¦ to¡¦ you know¡¦ make it up to you? >_<¡¦¡±

 

¡°Make it up to me? What do you mean O_O¡¦?¡±

 

¡°It sounds like I gave you so much scars. You were so nice to me, but all I did was give you so many things that made you confused and hurt. And now, I lost my memory and totally forgot about you >_<!! What would you like me to do?¡±

 

¡°Hanako, in a relationship where a guy loves a girl, there is nothing the girl can do for the guy. The guy has to always forgive and accept it and go on. I really don¡¯t want you to do anything for me. I have to do things for you.¡±

 

¡°Then¡¦ can I ask you a favor? >_<//¡±

 

¡°Sure.¡±

 

¡°Can I see your phone for a while?¡± I handed her my phone. Hanako handed me hers. I didn¡¯t know what to do with it. She started punching in numbers and gave it back to me.

 

¡°¡¦?¡±

 

¡°I saved my number in there. Can you save yours? I want to call you every time I¡¯m lonely, sad, being teased, or being hurt >_<. You don¡¯t have to if you don¡¯t want to if you think it¡¯s annoying¡¦ >_<//¡±

 

¡°No, no!! I¡¯d love it if you call¡¦¡± I saved my number in her phone and gave it back to her. But her background sort of pissed me off. She was doing a ¡°V¡± pose with another guy.

 

¡°Umm¡¦ Hanako? Who is this?¡±

 

¡°That¡¯s my brother, Hikaru! Did he change a lot from what you remember?¡±

 

¡°Yes, he did! I thought he was your boyfriend, and I kinda got pissed off¡¦ ^-^;;¡¦. Wow, he grew a lot!!¡±

 

¡°PUAHAHAHAA! Wow, you¡¯re pretty funny¡¦. But before¡¦ in my school¡¦ people seemed to be scared of you¡¦ >_<¡¦¡±

 

¡°Yeah¡¦ After spending a year without you by my side, I got annoyed by everything. I beat up everyone who did one thing wrong, got into sh.t with a lot of people, came out of home¡¦ and stuff like that.¡±

 

¡°¡¦–O–¡¦¡±

 

¡°Hmm¡¦ it¡¯s getting late. I¡¯ll take you home. It¡¯s dangerous for a girl to go around by herself when it¡¯s dark.¡±

 

¡°Psh¡¦ That¡¯s what everyone says -_-!! But true girls know how to defend themselves from perverts >_<!¡±

 

I laughed and patted her head. ¡°Yeah, okay. I just wanted to be with you a little more—I admit it.¡± I saw her blush with a little tinge of red >///<. She seemed so cute. Even with her memory gone, she was the Hanako I left seven years ago.